Nadia Nakai and AKA
Nadia Nakai writes a touching letter to her late lover, Kiernan “AKA” Forbes.
The rapper was shot and killed on the 10th of February, 2023 in Durban.
Kiernan’s death shocked lots of people in the country and even abroad.
It’s over a month since AKA’s passed on and Nadia has been going through the most in accepting that he is indeed dead.
Taking to Instagram, Nadia Nakai dropped another emotional post.
“Sometimes I wish I never experienced your love. I wish that you were just an acquaintance and I could say “Oh Supa Mega passed away, what a loss for the game”. If I didn’t love you, maybe it would be easier to continue my life without you. Now, because I had been loved by you, it’s just so hard. I have this hole in my heart that won’t let up.”
“The world just doesn’t feel the same. I try to hold onto to my memories of when I was happy before you, maybe if I remember how it was before, I could be like that again. But everything doesn’t feel real. I don’t know if seeing you every day on social media is better or worse, I don’t know if reading our messages is healing or not. I know I need to get out my house soon, and I know the people that continue to hold me down, will be there for me, thank you, But I just feel like I’ll never be ready. What is my life going to look like now? time heals all, but time really takes it’s time, and I don’t know when I’ll ever be